ecstatic !

Alhamdullilah :)

Praise Allah, i got the offer. yes, i manage to get into MRSM which is a stone's throw away from my house. yea, MRSM TAWAU and i'm hap-hap-happy!! :D



see? teehee :)
yes, i'm moving, i'm moving and yes, i'm moving.

well, i'm not that happy actually. just wanna be some normal student who's extremely excited, screaming like some groggy, jumping like monkeys in Sepilok etc. but apparently, i'm not. maybe a lil bit sad leaving SM St Patrick. :(

whatever it is, i have to face the music. no matter what happen next. my life's gonna change fully. i'll be living in a boarding school and life gets harder. urgh, i'll definitely get homesick and of course, i'll miss everyone here, in blogspot.

i'm gonna miss you all :[

THIS IS MY BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT EVER !
i'm really grateful and thankful for everything.
alhamdulillah :)

weird.

as what i've understood, the appendix at one time assisted in our digestion which today, it is useless. our wisdom teeth, i have learned, helped us to chew tough herbs and raw meat. today they are a nuisance.

but there is a third biological mystery for which i have no answer;
why do men have nipples?

it seems to be logical if the question is 'why women have nipples?'. simple, for babies. but why do men have them? why?

i came acrossed this weird question after watching the video 'twilight' from nigahiga. remember the one he squeezed the evil's nipples till it bleed?
hoho. xD

so, i decided to ask my mom about it cause my mom teached biology. she answered me with some complicated medical terms which i ended up remain in question. and when i went to library yesterday, i found this.


i was kinda surprised when i found this book. i didn't expect i would find this book and it answered all my thoughts.

actually, males and females are kinda related. think logically, can human reproduce without an apposite sex? can human reproduce asexually? unless you're some bacteria or fungi which can reproduce asexually by the process binary fission, regenaration etc.

according to the book itself, scientists too have no explanation for this question. nipples and breasts actually have no function except for perhaps protecting the heart and lungs from injury and the nipples are present due to the effect of the genes. that's the reason why men have nipples.

grr, let's make it simple, if women have nipples, so do guys. cause both sexes are influeced by genes. get it?

so, if someone asked you 'why do men have nipples?'
the answer is,
because females do.

p.s : this is not a sex post, just some general knowledge which is useful in our life.

peace on you! ;D

twilight part 2

uh-huh, twilight. again.
i'm a twilighter but i've only read 2 out of 4 books.
okay, i admit it, iman is the real twilighter.

talking about twilight, i found this. check this out.



LMAO ! wtf?

oh-no, i think i get my syndrome back. the syndrome of making youtube as my drugs. it's like so addictive and i don't know why. maybe it's because of khris who often mention about youtubers, about those comedians or maybe just because of boredom that kills me for the time being. whatever.

p.s : you have to watch this video. it's funny. but, there's no way to defeat my hotty DaveDays. he's the funniest. teehee :)

bahasa melayu part 3

iman said i should give a try on BM post. it's like something fun and yeah, i try it.
screw it, my bm sucks. haiyaa, just read it. -__-

wahai pembaca yang arif lagi bijaksana,

marcapada ini, aku acap kali mendengar rakan-rakan ku berperasaan dan bersemangat mengepos post-post dalam bahasa kebangsaan negara kita, bahasa melayu. aku tersentak seketika tatkala mengetahui bahawasanya iman, seorang penulis yang mengibaratkan talian tanpa wayarnya seperti anjing betina manakala sheena, seorang yang sememangnya anti kepada anjing betina dan jantan durjana telah mengeluarkan post-post yang amat menyayat hati dan menusuk kalbu serta sanubari sekalian.

dengan rasa tidak malunya, aku memperoleh inspirasi daripada senior-senior ku yang kian di ambang ketuaan ini untuk mengepos satu lagi post yang berunsurkan bahasa melayu. kendatipun aku tidak tahu apakah tajuk sebenar yang ingin aku post pada hari ini, seperti dalam kebingungan nya daku menulis post yang tidak seberapa ber'purpose' ini.

jam menunjukkan tepat 10 malam sementara aku masih lagi dibelenggu kebingungan untuk memberi tajuk kepada post ku ini. fikiran ku bertambah kusut pabila aku mendapati bahawasanya ayahanda serta ibunda ku telah jauh meninggalkan ku dengan membawa diri berhari raya cina di rumah cina. namun, aku sedar bahawasanya adalah penting bagi kita untuk mengeratkan tali silaturrahim bagi menjayakan intergrasi nasional yang selalu diuar-uarkan oleh ahli politik negara kita.

adikku turut mengikutkan dirinya kerana apabila ayahanda dan bondaku mention tentang giant, dia terus menyemangatkan diri untuk pergi bersama kalian. seperti yang aku disediamaklumkan juga, adik ku ingin membeli kerepek sempena menyambut perayaan hari raya cina lewat ini. oleh itu, adalah lebih berguna jika aku meninggalkan diri di dalam rumah sahaja kerana sesungguhnya banyak lagi perkara yang berfaedah yang dapat dilakukan dan dipraktikkan di dalam rumah, contohnya mengon9, memblog, melompat skipping untuk meninggikan diri dan lebih efficient lagi berexercise untuk menurunkan lemak di badan.

kembali kepada topik tentang adindaku. wahai adinda, aku tidak mengerti mengapa engkau menjadi kegilaan akibat giant. aku juga tidak faham mengapa engkau sukak betul pegi itu eastern plaza. bukan nya ada kedai bukak jugak time-time hari raya cina ney. adui, nda la ku taw, sukak betul kao pegi sana. bukannya ada pa2 jugak. tapi tidak mengapa lah wahai adindaku, asalkan engkau belikan jus epal kegemaranku di sana, akan ku maafkan segala salah dan silap mu wahai adinda. biarpun belum lagi sampai bulan ramadhan dan bulan syawal yang menjelang tiba lama lagi.

maka, sekian sahajalah coretan ku pada hari yang wanderful ini. sesungguhnya aku telah memerah dan memecahkan kepala otakku untuk mengarang post ini.


dengan penuh rasa kasih dan sayang jauh di lubuk hati ini,
ditambah dengan otak yang tension akibat subject kimia,
nabila azureen



sekian.

so, how's my bm? i think i should take some BM course or tuition to improve my BM. it sounds a bit sucky. actually, it really sucks. but never mind, i can see iman's point though, at least i've tried :)

so people, try to post in BM, support your mother tongue, it's fun what. LOL.

bahasa melayu part 2

hoho. my third post for today.
i was totally surprised when iman did the same thing. i was like, wtf?
on the same day, i repeated the same sentence for the second time.

something truly unbelievable thing happened. again. -__-
iman posted one entry in bahasa melayu!

read people, read.

kehadapan pembacaku,

apa khabar kamu semua? aku harap kamu berada dalam keadaan sihat walafiat.
Di sini, aku ingin menceritakan tentang pengalamanku bercuti di Felda Sahabat pada hari Ahad yang lalu bersamaan dengan 25 Januari 2009 hinggalah keesokan harinya.

Aku telah meng-escapekan diri daripada menghadiri kelas kimia Encik Karunageran pada petang hari itu. Hal tersebut telah membuatkan temanku, Sheena bertanya tentang di manakah kelibatku pada hari itu. Aku sangat menghargai keprihatinanmu itu, kawanku.

Perjalanan ke Felda Sahabat memakan masa selama..umm aku sendiri pun tidak tahu kerana aku berada dalam keadaan separa sedar hampir seluruh perjalanan. Namun begitu,aku sempat menatap wajah jam di telefonkue yang reject itu, dan aku dapati bahawa kami telah sampai pada pukul 2 beberapa belas minit petang.

Sesungguhnya aku tidak mahu membuang masa menaip karangan yang panjangnya seperti panjangnya barisan kereta yang beratur ke Giant ketika pasaraya itu baru dibuka pada satu masa dahulu.

Oleh sebab talian tanpa wayarku berlagak seperti anjing betina, gambar-gambar tidak dapat di atas-muatkan. aku akan memposkan gambar-gambar itu pada pos yang akan datang.

LMAO ! i love the anjing betina the most. and the simile, i love the giant one. omg, i think they inspire me to post one entry in malay.

do you think i should do that? i think so. xD


until my next bahasa melayu post. ROFL.

bahasa melayu part 1

the second post for today. i dreamt about davedays last night! hoho. stupid. -.-

actually, i snooped around sheena's blog just now. hoho.
something truly unbelievable thing happened.
she posted one entry in bahasa melayu!
it sounds funny, really funny. so here it goes,


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those highlighted are my favourite. i love the phrase 'jantan durjana' the most. LMAO ! no BM novels' writer would write such a thing. you know, novels these days are boring. no offense. something fresh and creative like this should be published as a novel, not some boring articles which could make one slept the whole through. hoho. anywho, i love your BM sheena! you should be a writer for the sake of Bahasa Malaysia. ROFL. xD

i love DaveDays !

OMG, another davedays' video. this is hilarious people! way much funnier than andrew, kevjumba and the other comedians etc. hoho. he's such a loser when i first watched his video about the 7 things. but now, i think i'm starting falling in love with him. i love the way he modified those lyrics. his lyrics suck though but they are cool.
gosh, i love DaveDays.

yesterday, for the whole day, i snooped around Youtube just to check out all his vids. namely, 'no one', 'katie's song', 'i can't wait to see miley', 'summer plan meeting miley', they're all funny vids. he's totally a huge fan of miley cause he's like so desperate to meet miley and invent some stupid lyrics just because of her. what can i say, insane can happen in many ways. LOL.

and now, i think i'm the one who go nuts because of Davedays. i even put his song into my friendster profile. his songs are so addictive, even drugs can be defeated. LMAO! Davedays, i love you more than i love my ipod! davedays, marry me! you're sooo hot!

p.s : you should check out his other vids in Youtube. he's a great singer! ROFL. xD

i wanna be with the real miley?

LOSER
check out this vid. hoho. STUPID.

stupidity.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

hey hey people, it's chinese new year and i was grounded at home. life's getting stupid these days and i kept getting myself involved with some stupid stuff. you know, busy with school stuff, brass band, prefects board etc. while my friends? they've become more insane studying too much. this is one of the examples.


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see? my classmate, yvonne had discovered a brand new mixture of literature component and chemistry long-winded formula. pity her, she studied too much. LOL. just kidding yvonne.

since today was chinese new year, so we got some cny's eve celebration last night. we're not chinese laa weyh. just having some integration celebration, it's fun what. we went to pizza, met my uncle and aunt plus my lil cousins. they're having their dinner there. they are totally wild that would drive people crazy. get some prove, i went nuts last night. people in pizza hut are staring at me like hell while i was entertaining my lil cousins. don't blame me, that's a natural phenomenon. to them, i'm totally a freak. stupid heh?

and yesterday too, when i finished my bath, i got message from kay. gosh, i didn't expect her to get my number from myaa just to invite me joining her trip to kk. hoho. she's terribly desperate going to kk. i think she craved on her Big Mac that much. LOL. she kept asking me if i could join her or not but to my and her disappointment, i can't make it. my mom would nag me all day long for going to kk alone. and this morning, she had enjoyed her hols in kk. i think she ate her Big Mac for her lunch today. just kidding, kay.

grr, yesterday, yeah, yesterday, some stranger text me. and to my surprise, the one who text me was sis dyan's cousin, who is my schoolmate surprisingly. sis dyan told him about me. we text all day long yesterday. he's quite a nice person and he's form 5 this year. hoho. a coincidence heh? so now, we're friends :)

that's all about stupidity. until my next stupider post, chow ! xD

boyfriend.

there're a few friends of mine who always mentioned about their boyfriends. it seems like 'boyfriend' is something to show off about. some even call me in the middle of the night just to complain about their 'devoted' boyfriend, telling me that their boyfriend hadn’t call them yet. i mean, should i give a damn about it?

well, as for me, i've been through times of failures in relationships and broke down whenever i broke up. but for sure, they'll be no longer exist in my mind once i found a new one. HAHA. i'll never take those things serious. i ain't gonna weep all day long just because of breaking up with some stupid jerks! and hell, committing suicide is not in my mind either. trust me people, sometimes, boyfriend sucks. that means, don't blame yourself if he breaks you up. find other guys and play it like you're having awesome time. and most of all, forget about him completely.

okei, obviously we're taking about some gender stereotypes here. research tells us that there's always someone who's more tolerant and desirous in intimate communication. usually it's the woman, but not always. same goes to guys, they are usually tolerant but not always. so it's fair enough as long as there's someone who's willing to sacrifice in a relationship. right?

but, what if both guys and girls don't wanna tolerant anymore? what if guys and girls are both ego? this kind of relationship will only last for one day or two. this is not a joke people, i've experienced it.



the reason why i can't stand boyfriend any longer is because he has such a short fuse that even a little piece of friendly advice sets him off. he's too sensitive. it's like i have to be careful for every single words i was about to say. it's just too terrible and i'll go nuts if i continued.

the second thing i hate about guys is, they love to break their promises. be realistic with what you can and can't deliver on, i ain't gonna eat you if you didn't promise me! 'promise' is a big-big word. don't make a promise if you can't keep it. no one likes it when expectations are high just to later be let down by another. don't you feel annoyed when guys break plans till the very last minute?

look, i have a bad temper.

third, i hate it when my boyfriend hanging out alone with a girl who’s not a family member. let’s face it, at one point or another you had a crush on your girl best friend or vice versa. it’s no wonder that girls have problems believing that guys and girls can just be platonic friends. i just couldn't accept my boyfriend hanging out with another girl 'cause i'm totally not an out-going-person.

it's more unfair when he's not letting me go into his world. perhaps a lil privacy will do, but don't keep everything secret. at least, tell me something. if he's serious to me, he'll include me in his world thus showing that i'm one of his priorities. and if I’m important to him, I’d think he’d want me to be part of everything else in his life that’s important. so, he's not serious to me at all.

here's some advices on how to identify jerk guys. test him with the simplest math equation. if he didn't answer your question within 3 seconds, he's hiding something from you or maybe his math is just too sucks. xD

so girls, dump your boyfriend whenever you feel like to. remember girls, dump him before he dumped you. this is for the sake of yourself. you'll lose your self-esteem once he breaks you up but if you're the one who breaks him up, at least you'll not be like a hard-core. at the same time, he'll feel so guilty that he wouldn't want to forgive himself. but, make sure that he's not deciding to commit suicide. or else, you'll be the next victim of the lotus eater. crap. xD

as a conclusion, SINGLE IS BETTER.
it's enjoyable and most of all, you can do whatever you want to. doesn't it fun?

random.

why does the hottest guys have the ugliest and bitchiest girlfriend's?? tell me, i just dont get it.. its weird.. =.=

grabbed this from sheena's blog. i was wondering that too. it's just weird. why don't they just get some normal girlfriends? anywho, i've no answer for your question too sheena. perhaps iman will help yaa :)

btw, i'm so lucky today. fortunately, i didn't get punished by YSS. fuhh. i was asked about those atomic models and thank God i manage to answer it. almost everyone was punished but it was only some 50 times copy thing. sooner or later, we'll have that 200++ times copy paste thingy. urgh, we're totally stressed out when it comes to chemist. but anyway, i'll try my best to be 'fortunate' forever, is it possible?

and sheena, i am currently addicted to your favourite song, i'm still breathing by katy perry. that song means a lot. no wonder you love it so much. haha. :D

and to all my so-called fans, this is not a real update people. just crave on writing something. plus, i haven't watch tv for decades. hell i don't know what's going on around me, even the dog next door. i wonder if he's still alive or not. urgh, school really makes me look like a hard-core-stereotyper.


ignore it. it's just some craps. until my next post people! :D

i'm still breathing.

I'm Still Breathing by Katy Perry

I leave the gas on
Walk the alleys in the dark
Sleep with candles burning
I leave the door unlocked
I'm weaving a rope and
Running all the red lights
Did I get your attention
Cause I'm sending
All the signs
That the clock is ticking
And I'll be giving
My two weeks

Pick your favorite
Shade of black
You'd best
Prepare a speech
Say something funny
Say something sweet
But don't say
That you loved me

[Chorus:]
Cause I'm still breathing
Though we've been
Dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/zK3l ]
We're goin down for sure
Already lost a grip
Best abandoned ship oh...

Maybe I was too pale
Maybe I was too fat
Maybe you wanted better
Better luck in the sack
No formal education
And I swore way too much
But I swear
You didn't fucking care
Cause we were in love

So as I write this letter
And shed my last tear
It's all for the better
That we end this year
Let's close this chapter say one last prayer
But don't say that you loved me

Cuz I'm still breathing
Though we've been dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're going down for sure
Already been diagnosed
So let's give up the ghost

[Chorus]

oh... I'm still breathing
I'm still breathing

stop.

I GIVE UP

i'll FORGET bout him and the other him.
nothing's gonna change without them. i'm moving on.
they're nothing. nothing, nothing, NOTHING.
they're just NOTHING.

'cause without them,
my clock is still ticking,
my sun is still rising,
my moon is still glooming,
my mom is still nagging,
and i'm still breathing.


i'm doing fine without you.
in fact, i'm better than that.
just move on and get a life, NABILA! =.='


p/s : chemist's homework is killing me.
i'm so dead. O.O

emo.

current status: exhausted + emo

i got myself some sports today. it's not some volunteer stuff, it's compulsory. so, i'm on it. it was a 6km rentas desa. i ran alone. actually i got some friends at first, but we lost track so i gotta go on my own. like usual, we always get the same track, the one which includes stadium + taman ria *totally undefined which taman ria is* + serudung power etc.

i was targeting to be at least the 15th for the perempuan A category but i didn't manage to get it. i was the 17th.

and'and'and, something happened today. something unusual. i guess.
when i was in the midst of running, some familiar shadow appeared behind me. it was him to my surprise. i just ignored him. so do him. did he? we're running together for quite a time. but i kept ignoring him. after a while, his shadow was no longer exists in my sight. so, i kept on running on my own, again.

to be honest, it's kinda awkward once you saw your ex. a lil guilty, awkwardness, ashamed, it just freaked me out. i was trying to be natural in front of him, play it like i'm having an awesome time, stop noticing him, but i just CAN'T. how am i suppose to do all those things? i love him.

i just don't know how to be friend with him. FRIENDS. yeah, it's easy to be a guy's friend, but once you've been together, it kinda messes things up. you know, it's just too awkward.

i still remember when i decided to break up with him, i bawled for a month straight. i was that upset, bemused. i couldn't decide, neither bad nor good; neither right nor wrong. it's just so wrong. nothing's going right. everything turned upside down. i broke down for almost a month and for the consequences, i lost almost of my tears. LOL.

i was like --- i don't wanna look pretty anymore; i wanna look more like hard-core. terrible, isn't it?

but it was totally ridiculous when i think it back. i think i'm healing from those damages and i'm improving our relationship. i mean relationship as friends. maybe he had forgotten everything that happened between us, but i won't.
you know i won't. you mean a lot to me. even that one month, you're just too special for me.

will you stay awake for me?
'cause i don't wanna miss anything
but i'll definitely miss you. i love you

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back to sports issue, BALUNG was the first runner up right now with 700++ marks. a lot of thanks to those who've contributed marks for BALUNG including me :)

so, keep up the good work and don't give up, BALUNG!

i'm a nerd.

thank God i'm still here to give another post for you guys. 5 days of school was like 5 years of life. i can barely alive in school, with the hustle and bustle, plus the tonnes of homework, i can finally survive without internet! i didn't touch my pc since tuesday and it was a really'really remarkable achievement! cheers for me :D

now, interprets your mind with some school stuff,
lots of things happened within 5 days. first of all, i've got a really'really special credit from my very'very own principal. i repeat, PRINCIPAL. teehee :)

it's soo unbelievable! i was 'declared' as the best PMR student for 2008 in the assembly! ahha! i even took photograph with Mr Tung himself in his office and apparently, IT WAS PUBLISHED IN SOME LOCAL NEWSPAPER, namely Borneo Post and Si Hua newspaper. gosh, i was extremely flattering! my hater would be hating me more 'cause her results is not 'declared' like mine. she even cheated me that she got 6As but apparently, it's worse than that. HAHA. i'm really'really grateful to Allah for this achievement. Alhamdulillah. :)

so, about my next major exam, the freaking SPM, i decided not to take too much subjects. it's killing me. 9 is more than enough. i didn't take prinsip akaun, sains sukan. bahasa cina is a BIG no-no of course *enough for pmr, same goes to EST and seni? NO.

let's just have some rewind for each subjects.

BAHASA MALAYSIA
Madam Ku is the teacher. she's a good teacher. maybe it gets boring sometimes, but at least she's way much better than WSL. HAHA.

BAHASA INGGERIS
we get the same teacher this year. my friends call her Rihanna, due to her hair i guess. but anyway, i've no comment bout her. 'cause she gave me high marks for english last year. her real name, Mdm Lee Fui Ping. her husband is a white people.

MODERN MATH
Miss Leong teaches us. she loves to play sign language before her lesson which i've no idea what to do with math. sometimes, she makes something simple become something extremely hard, let's just say, her thinking is soo complicated.

ADDITIONAL MATH
"what's up?" is his favourite phrase. he often makes us laugh but he seldom makes us digest what he taught. if you get what i mean. and i still remember the first thing he said to us in his first class, "if you wanna become an engineer, your add math must be good, or else, the buildings you've built will collapse, people will die.... and it's fun" wtf? so, that's Mr Chua aka Ah Chua.

BIOLOGY
i love this subject so there's no problem with the teacher for the time being. the teacher is Mdm Wong San San, our form teacher as well.

CHEMISTRY
i love the teacher. Miss Yee San San is a good teacher. she's strict and her teaching is crystal clear. she explains everything. but according to my seniors, they'll get punished if they didn't memorise chemist formula and to my surprise, they're punished up to 200 times for each mistake. O.o

PHYSICS
physics is more like math, involve calculations, formulas so on and off. Miss Fanny is a great teacher, her class is interesting and i'll never get bored with it. :D

AGAMA ISLAM
ustaz Azhar is ok. not much problem as i'm officially wearing tudung to school right now.

SEJARAH
a big applause 'cause Mdm Kartina is teaching us for this subject! yay! cheers fo her! she's a hyper-duper great teacher! she makes sejarah interesting and yeaa, thank God. :D

so, that's my 9 subjects. simple right? taking more than that will only 'cause headache. besides, i'm gonna take meds for my further study, so what for taking so much unimportant subjects? boohoo!

my only desire right now, is to score those three science subjects especially chemist and bio and get into MRSM. amin. :)

and one more thing, I FALL INTO ADD MATHS.
I LOVE ADD MATHS. i heart add maths
special credits to my big bro and sir Karu. not to forget, Mr Chua. :)

taylor swift.

people, my another addiction, COUNTRY SONGS. i kept listening to Taylor Swift's country songs these few days, namely 'Love Story', 'You're not Sorry', 'Tear drops on my guitar', 'Should have say no' etc. they are quite nice actually and i've been hearing it over and over again. it's not that i'm addicted or obsessed to her, it's just that i like her songs. so relaxing and most of all, i love it when it comes to guitar. :D


she was once having relationship with Joe Jonas, *my another addiction*, but sadly, it was over. well, i don't give a damn about them actually but doesn't they look great together? if you compared to Camillia Belle, who's Joe Jonas current scandal i guess. uh, whatever.

so back to Taylor, i love one her songs most which i've just discovered it just now, YOU BELONG WITH ME. i'm not sure it's an old song of hers but i just like it. who cares?. so, i've put it into my friendster profile, hee hee :D

well, actually i'm not planning to be on the line today. just check out my fs and my blog and unfortunately, i've discovered this song and now, another new post for you guys. HAHA.

so, sit back and relax. listen to her song and you'll feel better. perhaps this song seems related to me, myself and the reasons why i'm still so in love with him. huhu.

and btw, today is my first day to school. nothing much except a surprise from me to the whole school. HAHA, people are asking me like HELL. they didn't recognize me even my besties 'cause once and for all, I WEAR TUDUNG TO SCHOOL. they kept asking me why and my answer is, cause i like it and you've shouldn't give a damn about it. FULLSTOP.

p/s : i break my 6th new year's resolution. okei, perhaps i can start from zero, i guess or else i will never achieve my target. HA HA HA. =.=

you belong with me.

You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

twilight.

guess you guys might be saying right now, i'm soo outdated. yeaa, to be honest, i've just gotten myself to watch twilight just now. just just now. well actually i bought twilight DVD home for quite a time. it was full of dust until i found it today.

let's get it simple, i decided not to watch twilight until i've finished reading the whole book and apparently, i didn't get the book. wherever i go, dissapointment found me. means, i didn't get the book until today but i've finished reading it! a big thanks to sheena. she sent me a PDF twilight file and i finally finished it after 7 days. at last. urgh, it's really hard to see thousands of words in your lappy you know. i just couldn't help myself but to read it.

and the book was superduper great! the usage of the words are so deep, and i love the cover. you know, the one with hand and apple. but they don't show covers in pdf. LOL. so, fine.


i decided to watch twilight today when i finally found it in my drawer. it was good, but not as good as the book. i was expecting more when it comes to a movie. maybe i know how the story goes, so it doesn't really excite me anymore. besides, a lot of scenes are cut off and some are not in the book. whatever it is, two thumbs up for robert as he had become my best hero ever! he's not that handsome to be honest. look more like a gay at first, but i fell into him when he started to have some relationship with bella. who's her name? urgh, just forget it. he's damn gentleman, super sweet and most of all, he's ROMANTIC. each and every words of his makes me melt, it was deep and i could barely fell in love to him. i said, barely. i ain't gonna have any boyfriend this year anyway. hahaha. and i don't expect him to fall into me as well, like he knows me. hahahaha. xD

overall, i give this movie 4 out of 5 stars. and the book gets 5 indeed!

p/s : this is my very first post for 2009. guess no more post after this. form 4 really freaks me out. O.o