confession of a jealous sister. LOL

Warning: The following post may seem to be a racial slur but keep in mind the writer is a malay, therefore there is no racial bs in this. Furthermore, the writer would like to apologize on any damage inflicted by the following. Everyone is entitled for their opinion and the writer has hers. Freedom of speech is practiced in Malaysia. Viewer discretion is advised :)


perhaps this picture surprised much any of devoted readers of mine, but for God's sake, that's really my picture with my brother (me left, my bro right).

i've just finished reading my bro's blog and it fascinates me.

http://awakeningthelife.blogspot.com/
the way he wrote, the way he expressed himself, he looked so matured than what i've expected. it's been a while since i last saw him. he played with me, fooled around and even warned me about fatness and fitness, even though it sounds like jokes.

i know how horrible his life was before this miracle happened. well of course, his miracles start with perseverances. yes, he's undeniably a determined big brother.

his latest post reminded me on his 'dark ages'. i dont know why some people are having issues with him changing. environmental changes did made him a better person, feel better, look better and most of all, he is so ALIVE.

but i just dont understand why they're soo negative about it, especially his Malays friends from SM St Patrick. some even said he took drugs to be that skinny. WTH? such a moron. pity them for having such a tiny-lil-brat-thinking.
KESIAN..

YOU JUST DONT KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE TO BE FAT FOR THE LAST 15 YEARS OF YOUR LIFE

so people, mirror is proven to be the most efficient thing to transform yourself. it's okay to keep on looking into the mirror 'cause you can strengthen you math skill by counting on the acnes or black pores on your face. so, try it! :)

p/s: my brother often looks into the mirror even when he's already skinny. LOL.


BTW, I MISS MY MISERABLE BIG BROTHER xD